Pancakes + maple syrup
A homemade chicken chili dog
Another pancake + maple syrup + plus grated cheese
And lastly, chicken strips with rice.
all these consumption is bound to make me feel and look unhealthy, looked in the mirror and tried to point out a flaw to introspect myself. I hate to say this but i think i may have gained a little weight since the end of ramadhan, also i’ve gotten comments from my friends and teachers at school about the weigiht i’ve gained and how i looked “diffrent” lol, but i don’t hate them for pointing it out, i love them for having the guts to tell in me in front of my face, then i got to thinking about my weight and not in a “i’ve gotta loose weight so everyone’ll stop calling me fat” kinda thing, but in a ” i think losing weight would be good for my health and my appearance” kinda way, i had planned to jog every holiday, but fuck it, i’m gonna try my best to run every morning.
So then i came on the net at about 9pm to check my facebook and looked at my pictures there to remember all the good times i had with my friends, then i found something that made me smile.. smile and made every little bit of negativity in my mind. FLAAASHHBBAAACCKKK
that was a picture of my taken in the late 90’s in my garndma’s house, and it made me forget every little speck of all the nasty things i’ve been through in life, because as doctor seuss say: "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind." i am going to jog for myself and only myslef and for nobody else. (:
Grab a bowl of “if onlys” a glass full of wishes and 3 table spoons of hope, mix them all in one tray of trust, add faith to remove all the lumpiness and set oven to believe, wait until it hardens and break it down into wishable actions and viola! dream come true.